Loser

okay so last night i wrote in my journal somthing about wanting to talk about something but i wasnt goin to. Then just a little while ago I talked to sharon, she called me shady for it. go figure. The girl like never writes entries.just posts quizes and pics..im shady? Anyways.. she put me on block cause supossedly i made her mad..riiiight. i didnt do anything. and as much as i love the chick. im not gonna stress over something i didnt do. which is prolly gonna piss her off more. NOT THAT I DONT CARE. BUT ITS NOT WORTH THE DRAMA. anyways for about a month now ive been wanting to get fucked up, why? i have no fuckn idea why..i dont kno. So the other night i drank. THOUGHT it would do it..drinking didnt hit the spot. WHATS WRONG WITH ME? HELP!