Make 7 Up Yers

Chris will be home on saturday..he's all done with school, I wonder how things will be now, I've gotten used to him being gone. NO wait that sounded bad.. were still really good friends..used to be together all the time, and it was so hard being so far, but Ive gotten used to it thats all. its cold in here. Tomorrow (well today) I have to go to the cemetery with allie to visit brooke, shes supossed to be 23. Shes been gone for 4 years. Its really hard cause Im older than she was when she died...it just feels so weird, i cant believe it. and it seems like it all happened yesterday, the phone call that morning, the day at the hospital, the emotions..the events that followed. UGH IT FUCKING SUCKS! it fucking sucks.