Contrast Coloring

Today my mom is having surgery, if all goes well she will be released to go home today. I'm going to stop by the house and see how she's doing after work. Hopefully I'll have some time to hit up the gym after that. Last night the gym kicked my ass. Afterwards, I did my hair (with the help of babes). Any who the next couple Fridays should be fun. On the 9th we are going to watch Tommy Rainone fight, one of my cousins best friends. It should be good, he is the former golden gloves champion of amateur boxing, recently turned professional. So far he's 4-0, let's see if he can keep it up. The weekend after I'm even more excited about, we're going to Vermont. Babes and I went 2 years ago with everyone and had a blast(as long as there's no accidents with T.V.'s this time..muah). The house that everyone rented for the weekend was pretty sweet, from what I hear this one is even better. Nothing like Vermont houses, they make you feel like you're on set of an Abercrombie & Fitch photo shoot. I love it. These kinds of things are what I call "eventful". Not being a low life hanging out in bars or clubbing, lame. Don't hate on my eventful life, you can always pretend to be me. mwahaha.

Wow, That's Pathetic.

So today at work there was an interesting conversation that had taken place. I did not put my 2 cents in because I really didn't want to get involved. TOPIC: Meeting people from the online world. MY OPINION: It is lame and for losers. From the bottom of my heart, I believe only pathetic people do it. Meeting people through the internet's for the uglies, the weirdos, the insecure, and the psychos. That's really all I have to say about that. In other news, today is super t.v. day. I think I will stop at the mall after P.T. and pick some things up to beautify myself even more than I am already. (if that's even possible!!.. oh snap!!). Don't hate me cause you ain't me bitches. muah.

Wet 2 Straight

Good Evening. This morning I woke up kinda early, watched 2 episodes of MAD T.V., loved it. It should be a nice Sunday. So this new fingerprint reader Matt bought for the computer is uber cool. The new H.K. wallpaper he put up for me it's pretty sweet. Tomorrow babe's lil bro Dillon and his g/f Steph are going to be on The Today Show. They are doing some fitness thing on it, we're gonna have to record it. Anyways, today we went to the Bronx Zoo, it was fabulous!!! I took a lot of pictures and will upload them to photobucket before the end of the night. (unlike the D.C. pics I never got to). Sooo anywho I'm off to make dinner. Laterz. P.s. Did I mention how great today was?? Today was awesome. Pictures can be seen - HERE.

I'm Hot, Yer Not.

So, Last night was good. We had a quiet,relaxing night at home. Today was a long ass day. Babes and I woke up and headed to Manhattan at 8am, we were back home by 10am. May I add we had an awesome breakfast. We played some games, I kicked butt the first round. Before we knew it, it was 7 o'clock. We went back to the city and had dinner at Jekyll and Hyde, not the crappy one downtown. Now we are finally home, babes is ass'd out and I just finished my nails. I'm watching the Discovery Health Channel, my favorite. Any who, as soon as my nails dry I'm off to join my babes in bed, I'm pooped. Gnite to the beautiful. "Without love, all of those things are to no avail. They are worthless endeavors, like grasping after the wind; they profit nothing."

Take a Dirt Nap.

So today was my last appointment with Dr. Montero, unless something starts bothering me I don't have to go back. T.G.I.F. folks. Works seems like another easy day, just long. A little hectic with this whole Vista launch. Last night I don't think there was a new Ugly Betty, I'll have to see if it recorded. We went out to dinner last night, it was great. We were in bed by 9:30. I like love going to bed early. P.T. is after work today, then the gym. It is damn cold outside. This weekend is supposed to be MY weekend, we'll see. In other news, today I am thankful. With everything that I stress about put aside, I am thankful for the love I have in my life.

Yea, I'm in this business of terror...

What up homosexuals. Today is "hers-day" according to the radio, to me..it's just one day closer to Friday. I'm not particularly in a good mood, thank G that babes does things to make days better for me. Tonight we have an "outing" to one of my favorite places. Be jealous. In other news, today was the first day of real snow fall for me, even though it didn’t stick. I would like to go to the gym right after work again, but I just realized that I left my ipod at home. I know that sounds lame, but I really need my music or else time goes by so slow. Also, without music I catch myself observing the people around me and then I end up judging them. Yesterday my ipod died the last 10 minutes I was there and my eyes started to wander, this one girl I saw riding the bike machine (first of all, who goes to the gym to use the bike?) she must have weighed 300 pounds and all I could think was. How does one get to this capacity? Honestly. Gonna need more than a bike sweety. I know it's not right to think, but those are things that go through my mind. So in conclusion, no gym today. Tomorrow morning I will be visiting Dr. Montero, then working, then PT, then the gym. Talk about a long day. Any who, I gotta run. Ciao.

Hey Red Face..

So after a little over an hour at the gym, I'm finally home. I plan on doing nothing else for the rest of the night. Babes says I smell like "work-out". Work was long but easy, so I'm not gonna complain. Scott brought chocolates today, it was awesome. So I guess I should shower now. Babes is recording "The White Rapper Show". It's so ridiculously stupid that it's hilarious. I just can't believe that people would honestly embarrass themselves like these people do. Any who.. I'm out scumbags. -- so I just got out of the shower and lucky I "intruder proofed" the bathroom once again.

Poor Baby.

Last night after PT I went home and cleaned, did laundry, made dinner, did my nails, and watched Prison Break and 24. Today work is going by slow, not that I don't have a lot to do or anything. Brandon just stopped by with the manager of O.A.R., I think his name is Dave. It's not the first time meeting him, but I can never remember it. From what I hear O.A.R. is pretty big. Those things don't faze me. Kinda like the time some guy left forgot a power adapter and I ended up having to drive it to their show @ The Downtown, ended up being for Blue October. Scored free tickets from them that night. Anyways, Matt and I didn't miss much by not going to Gavin's party. I didn't think we would have anyway. Did I mention how pretty my nails are?

I Hate Mr. Cashman!

So A.C. was good, so good infact, we stayed the whole weekend. I want A Sweet Sleeper Bed!! I played the penny slots, I won $174, $97, and $50. After that it was pretty much down hill, well not really..I gave the $174 to babes. After all, he did give me the $10 that won it, plus who knows how much through out the weekend to gamble, and paid for the rooms. Me, the Queen of "Quit While You're Ahead", couldn't even take my own advise though. Lord. A.C. is pretty much in the middle of complete scum. Anyways, it was so hard to get up this morning. Today is a long one. I can't wait till it's over and I can run home to my babes. He puts up with all my crap and still loves me more than ever. I kept looking at him all weekend with nothing going through my head but the thought of "I love him so much.". It makes me so happy to know that through all the crap we've been through and all the detours we've had, the ending was worth it. Human nature, the fear of dying alone is the worst. It's the best feeling in the world to know that he'll be be my side for the rest of my life. I wish I didn't have PT today. I want to go home already. "without love, you have nothing." p.s. It would be pretty amazing if we bought my dads house in TX. It's huge, great to start a family, most of all it's an ideal house for the perfect life.

Sucks For You.

I've been up since babes left at 6:30am for work. I'm here typing and doing my hair since I didn't do it last night before bed. It was enough that I struggled to stay awake for U.B.. Had to watch it around 12:30am b/c we went to that "hell hole" again. Even though today is Friday, I'm not looking forward to it. Thank G, I don't have P.T. after work to add to it. Up at 6:30am, work 9am to 5pm, gym 5:45pm to 8pm, home after 8:30pm, then possibly Atlantic City. If I'm tired now, how am I gonna survive the rest of the day? I don't know why I am complaining, being tired is being trivial. Being tired is the least of my problems. I recieved more bills from surgery, someone get me a shotgun. Seriously. Enough of being a negative nelly, I do have a lot to be thankful for. I have my health, I have my family, I have things that people wish they had, I have someone who loves me dearly and takes care of me, I have friends that have always been true to me. and I'm also very thankful for THE SNOW ON THE GROUND THIS MORNING!!!!! YEEEYYYYY. EDIT: I'll be in Atlantic City staying at the Sheraton with Babes tonight!! YEY!!! I hope he wins dingo!!

Addict.

I know. I know. It's been a couple days since an update, so I'm here to satisfy your withdrawal. So where did I leave off, oh yes.. slots. Well, babes came out almost $250 dollars more than what he went in with, so it was a good night. Sunday came, had a wonderful 2 hour mandatory meeting (wonderful=sarcastic). Afterwards we had a double date and went to brunch in Brooklyn at a fabulous place called Frankie's. Then football (yes, what a supportive wifey I am.). Monday came and went, nothing really special, then today full of work and the gym. I stopped by my mom's new place on Manhattan Ave, it smells pretty. Found out she's having surgery soon. I worry about her. I love my mom. Finally, I am home. It's poker night so babes is playing with the boys. Me, well I'm catching up on the the O.C. we recorded last week, typing and doing my hair in between it all. Hopefully we'll finish up 24 tonight. Ugly Betty, a golden globe winner!! So American Idol started, I hate that show and always have. The only good part is the pathetic fools trying out. Enough of that, I will talk about the weather now. Brrr. I love it. Okay babes and i just stepped out for a stog, it's too cold. I retract my "I love it" statement. Anyways, I just got really tired all of a sudden, need to rest for work. Work..kinda like something you should most likely be doing. Stop reading now and go back to work!!

I Hate Slots

So last night we hit up Yonkers. Matt gave me 60 bux and told me to have fun, I went off and did my thing (mind you, I've never played). Oh-My-Lord. Here was how the night went. Valet Parked, forgot my I.D. in the car, had to wait for the guy to bring it back to me. Finally after that whole detour.. I walked in, amazed, I've never seen so many slots in one place. It was so noisy from people and slot music, it looked exciting. Matt told me to go have fun so I found some machines that looked good, sat down... ::pressed button:: yey!! Did I win? NO. okay. again. ::pressed button again:: "did I win?" NO. hrmm. ::pressed button:: win? NO. ::pressed:: win? UUUUGHHHHHHH!!! ::pressed:: FUCKIN SHIT!!! ::pressed:: TIME TO LEAVE I CAN'T TAKE THIS PLACE!!! ....That went on for a little over an hour. So I was talking to someone about slots and they said "hrmm slots. Yea, you either love them or hate them". CJ managed to win 40 dingos. I vow to leave the slots to the blue haired in the future. Slots are gay. Tonight should be better. EDIT: guess where i get to go tonight? yonkers.

S is for Superior

Ugly Betty was enough to make up for the horrible ride to Bayridge last night. I should of at least ran into C.21 to see if they still had those Adidas I wanted. After work should be packed of stuff too. PT, then I need a new sports bra for the gym. I told Matt I was getting one because sports bras are the first step to becoming a lesbian. I brought soup today for lunch, I'm awesome. Today hasn't been too busy. I think I want to merge all my blogs since 2003 together, but I have to figure out some tweaks along the way. It's going to take me a while. In other news, I'm excited about hitting up Yonkers this weekend. Even though I think there's some rule out there stating you're not allowed to play unless you're a 60+ woman, the slot slut machines look fun, I wanna play! Ciao Fuckers! EDIT: Moved 22 entries so far, over a 1000 more to go. Ugh. I'll be done by next year at this rate.

Yo Ugly B.

Guess what tonight is. It's Thursday and I only look forward to one thing on Thursday nights. If you don't know, well then you stink. Anyways, today was long. Monday starts my new after work schedule. gotaa go

Happy Anniversary

Matthew Jay "Love is when you look into someone's eyes, and see everything you need." You are everything I could possibly need out of this life of mine. When the world seems unfair and at the end of miserable work days, knowing when night falls, we will be by each other's sides is enough to make it through. You make me the happiest girl in the world and I can't wait for what the future brings to us, even if it's a horrid little Trump. As long as I'm with you I know everything will be okay. I love you with all my heart. Happy Versay and an eternity more.

Mrs. Bloomberg. Old People Suck.

Go, run away in distress try to hide from whats creeping and crawling and stabbing within try to deny the turmoil inside if you fight yourself hard enough you'll never win any ounce of serenity or a calm hope at best can leave you heaving on the floor gasping for breath, are you gasping for breath to be left on the floor gasping for breath your either the person you are or the person your trying to be dont let the outside sway too far from where you want to be and at any cruel moments notice you can ruin the best as your body is brutally pressed against the confines of your tense flesh and if you close your eyes tight enough (none of the bad can get in) and if you close your eyes tight enough the light cant get in BOOM. you scream as the light hits you it radiates throughout your whole soul BOOM. the pain is clarity, it cleanses and if it still fucking hurts then you still fucking know, that you are still alive, that you are still in control, if only take hold BOOM. the day with both hands, a death grip and a good chance to outlive your past are you living free?

Alexandria or Gabriella?

Yesterday was full of football at Dave's house, I think I fell asleep. Afterwards we we to my X-mas party at Dave and Busters aka Jillian's. I still have 2000 tickets left over!! YeY. I don't want to be at work today. I'm tired even though we were in bed by 11pm and I slept pretty well last night. Maybe it's the weather and the fact that I have so much to do at work today plus PT. It's going to be a long ass day and it's only 11am. In other news, I was informed that my future child will be the next Trump, the source will remain anonymous. Thank you.

Funk Chunk Master Flex!!

Driving to Brooklyn at 7am is no fun. I really need to get my oil changed today. Yesterday I bought a pair of PINK sweats from Victoria Secret, super comfy! It was an early night. It's really stinky babes has to work for a little today. I'm bored. You know what else stinks? The weather. It's 59 degrees, and according to the widget it's supossed to go up to 72?! Is this a fuggin joke? If not, this is so bullshit. Will it snow anytime during our winter season??? Well, I'm off to watch some T.V. then get an oil change. Hopefully by then it will be time to pick my hubby up. EDIT: okay so I never got my oil changed, but I did try. The guy said 30 mins, that was too long for me to wait. I cleaned out my car though. Anyways, so I guess we have a dinner date tonight with Chris and Cara. I'm off to take a shower. Ciao.

What's it Worth?

R.I.P. to the O.C.? Anyways, today has been rough. Really rough. This is the first time today I get to have 5 minutes straight for myself. Conference call at 4pm after that, smooth sailing. I think I need some me time at the mall today, not even to really shop. For some reason just walking around the mall alone relieves stress and gets my mind off a lot. I do the same when I'm in the city just walking, whether it be stress from work or bills or just stupid crap. It's really important that people have "me" time. That's what I want to do today after work, mall, finish laundry, and watch Ugly Betty!!!! YeY! p.s. I love my hub.

House Wife.

My New Years was nice. We basically owned the beer pong table. Our best streak was 6 wins in a row. I was named "Send it in Sue". Eh, what can I say, Matt and I make a great team. Yesterday I was extremely cranky, actually let's be real, I was a bitch. I'm glad I have someone that puts up with my crap, he did everything he could to make me feel better. I love him. We went to Aqueduct yesterday, won 80 dollars on a long shot horse. Then a family party and Jackass 2. The movie was funny and so gross, I had to look away twice. In other news, I get to visit fabulous Dr. Montero after work. New years resolutions: Get my ass back to the gym and better financial planning. Oh so cliche!