Heartless

Hung with allie and chris and then i went home..jumped in the shower and then got an invite to matts. went out there..came home a little after six got up at 730 for werk. yuuup. im feelin crazy right now.. like i cant even think right. its like im sleeping cept not..got so much stuff goin on in my head. u kno what i need to stop doing? Pretending to care so much about stuff i dont care about. i think i do it cause its funny to me, like i love to play that role. I dont kno. its not really funny.. i guess what i do can be kinda hurtful to people some times. but i think passed people have made me feel like i have to do the things i do..or say the things i say. maybe its like a state of mind i put myself into...just to laugh it off in the end so im not hurt? maybe? yea maybe. who knos..who cares? apperently not me and not u either. gotta go peace out. fuck the heartless. heartless like me.

GRRRR.

tummy right now im at sharons.. just got off werk and went straight to the bank to deposit, they pissed me off soooo bad, i yelled.. loud.. not like a screeching yelling...more like.. your a fucking idiot yell. everything was cleared up an hour later...and guess what? I WAS RIGHT. im not gonna explain. ummm.. sharon and i and sandy and clair are going to roosevely field b4 sandy and clair go back to south carolina...im starving damnitt. im tired too.last night we went to boulder creek. mmmm. mashed potatoes..need i say more? outside has made me feel gross. i think im gonna get new sunglasses..cause i wanna. what else... oh IM MAD AT MATT, well not mad..thats not the werd.. but its somewhere in that catagory. and i havent seen alloe since last year. dot. im leaving now. peace out.

I Hate Cats

i hate cats they are aweful... today me and sharon are going to do something we were supossed to do yesterday but..umm..plans changed, and its happening today.. then later on we are going somewhere ... not gonna say.. cause i dont feel like telling you. umm what else...im in the middle of doing laundry...it sucks... once again i hate cats. one day i will drowned them all .. kinda like this girl ingrids grandma did back in the 8th grade, but thats really sick right? riiiight. uh uh uh uh.. yeh... i was gonna hit up this party last night with chris, but decided not to..well because it was at some chicks house that i didnt kno.. and 99% of the time when stuff like that happens.. i always get dirty looks cause im chriss friend... and im a girl... and the assume something is going on btw us.. when in reality.. thats just sick.. come on now. me and sha ran into some kid thats a child molestor from back in the day... it was fun. sharon yelled and scream and said he should be really fuckin happy that she didnt have her knife... i guess that was kinda good for all of us..cause we all kno what happened last time. cough cough* ohhhh the violence. SCORE! ;o/! any who im gonna go. peace out.

Matt's House

dont kno whats goin on tonight. right now im in queens at matts, i dont kno, either hittin up chris's or amys, i have werk mad early tomorrow.... booooooooo!!! lauras not gonna have a party this year...she doesnt feel like babysitting a whole bunch of jews. i dont blame her i suppose. but whatever.. werk sucked so bad today i wanted to go home like an hour after i got there...yuck. umm... i dont kno, i just got off the phone with amy and chris, so if i go and do something tonight.. i gotta do it soon, i wanna be home by um..1:30..ish. slut sharon is sleeping.. and how allie is sick. i kno this. ok.. bye

Best Song.

I'm practicing the lines I want to say to you I'm just trying to find the courage to I'll try to make it right this time around. And set things right between us. Is that how you want to go down? So lets go down. So I can breathe you in. I never really wanted to argue. It's always about the stupid shit you put me through But when I close my eyes I think of you It's like your a part of me ----- This one is good and suits my current situation: If I listened long enough to you, I'd find a way to believe that it's all true. Knowing that you lied, straight-faced, while I cried, Still I'd look to find a reason to believe. Someone like you makes it hard to live without somebody else. Someone like you makes it easy to give, never think of myself. If I gave you time to change my mind, I'd find a way to leave the past behind. Knowing that you lied, straight-faced, while I cried, Still I'd look to find a reason to believe. Someone like you makes it hard to live without somebody else. Someone like you makes it easy to give, never think of myself. Someone like you makes it hard to think about somebody else.... If I listened long enough to you, I'd find a way to believe that it's all true. I'd find a reason, a reason to believe. (oh no) And though I want you, you're just not what I need...... Someone like you makes it hard to live without somebody else. Someone like you makes it easy to give, never think of myself. Someone like you makes it hard to live without somebody else. Someone like you, like you...... I'd find a reason to believe....... I would find a reason to believe.

Leave me alone. Stalker.

this computer is so fucking gay, i just wrote a whole bunch of shit IN DETAIL and LOST THE WHOLE MOTHER FUCKIN SHIT. and now im mad. ill some it up, wrote about a really fucked up convo i had with chris about how he has no friends and all of a sudden wants to chill tonight cause he doesnt want cara to see hes a loser. how im agrrevated with 2 other people.wrote a whoole shit load about one of them might be aggrevated at me.. and wrote about why i cant take it when its like this.... cause who am i to this person and who are they to me anyways? i wrote about how fuckin hillarious sharons father is. alll thissssss stufff.. and its GONE. anyways me and sharon are going out. were are dolled up, but im not saying where were going, cause well.. the stalkers.. u kno. YOU. annnnd i love allie. i dont kno where she is. and i love YOU. but not u. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: WhoDaBoiWitDaIttyBittyRimz?FukIdontCare,CauseIdontEvenSeeEm'

Youz A Jew

hi. im at sharons wha wha. last night crazy car accident we watched it all...literally 10 feet away.. watched the guy get put into a body bag. i dont wanna talk about it. b4 that i went out to queens. the day was blah-jah. gotta go...i love you. yes YOU. SHARON: " i have a boiz body, thats why i have implants" OMG i really have to go now.

Begged Me Not To

hi hi hi hi hi begged me not to do, what i knew i had to do, cause im so in love with you. Current Mood: busy Current Music: i care.

uh-oh Here We Go.

yea so right now im like waiting for my check...gotta go to sharons so we can do some stuff..girly stuff..and then the oil change..and then some other stuff... amy got the whole first season of 24 on dvd...we watch 12am-5am last night...tonight we will watch 6am-god knows...well be there forever.anyways..life is alright. well a little less than alright...but we always move on right? riiiight. yup yup. any who been seein people that i havent seen in a while. its nice. i like it. its so nice to have the day off. hella tired though.. didnt get home till around 5...got up atlike 12...gotta get shit done. anyways. i love my friends. and i love you!

Pharoh Monche

yea so right now im at athinas house, cause shes cool and greek and stuff...and other than the fact that shes one of my best friends.. yea.. anyways...im not gonna be online for a while.. cause well i have my reasons..so like if people wanna chill they can call the celly... and yea... if not then..nice ta kno yah! we'll see where my love is at. peace and love. im out.

WHOA NELLY

chris wasnt interested in meeting up with guys so he bounced..picked up my car at his hizouse. the 2 cds i burned there kick asparagus. met up with matt and the other kid..cant remember his name, but it doesnt matter... weird shit, , got amys # from athina.. whole weirdo situation..they wanted to go to her apartment..weirdo situation, wanted to go to the house in bethpage, wanted to chill some more..we bounced. too weird. dropped sharon and allie off at papiland and amy too..went home. here i am. cause im cool. so cool. and lets see what else. not looking forward to tomorrow. i cant seem to find my cell. its 1 in the bathroom. 2 in the car. or 3..somewhere in btw the bathroom ad the car. SCORE! ight im ou..sleep time cause its 507. and thats not cool. unless well..nevermind. shhh. who got molested today? i did! i did! shhhh. ONE!

Sleep!!

i get a phone call from matt. him and dave were stuck in the area. picked them up. dropped his friend dave off, went to matts fell asleep....sped home a little after 7am just in time to take a 5 min shower and bounce to werk. the day was long. came home, my punkass brother was being a little dick for the first time since ive been home. got in my pj's took a 3 hour nap. woke up a little while ago. have 6 missed call..not calling back. i love them all but..at the moment im not goin anywhere. i think i will go back to bed and not wake up till tomorrow. ive only stayed home 2 nights since ive been back in ny. i think tonight will def be the 3rd. not off till wends. so hopefully tuesday night theres some fun goin on, just sucks that im werking till 10pm tues night. eh whatever. the mtv music video awards is on, and i missed it thursday, soo im goin to lay down and watch it by my lonesome. alright im out. i love you.

H-unit

decided to go to queens. left and picked up allie..headed off to watch matt and his friend dave rearrage dave's room. chilled for a little...it was like after 330 when we left...on the way home we stopped cause allie needed food, and i need gas and stoggies.. got gas skipped the stoggies...$7.90. BEFORE TAX. u haaave to be shitting me.anyways, dropped allie off and finally made it home. got ready for bed all over again. got a text asking if i got home okay. yea i wish all my friends cared like that. anyways..im home early cause i didnt want to be at werk...i have to go to pep boiz now. alllll by myself! its so prettttty out. ok.. tahhhh

Sarcasm is Angers Ugly Cousin

okay so yesterday woke up to chris calling me to pick him up in deer park. went out there picked him up, got breakfast, went back to his house and chilled for a long while, watched a movie, went to pep boiz and got shit for our cars. did some other stuff. back to his house, went and dropped him off at his car..sounds good, not as boomy as i thought it would be, but hey..it aint my car. went back to pep boiz, supossed to meet back up wih him at his house bu decided to hit up plainjew instead...hey i called him and let him kno..so its not fucked up. anyways went to sharons and left mey car there cause mark had to take my new headlights out, cause they SUCK. hes gonna get me good ones. so i gotta return the ones i got. anyways, we headed off to designer image where im gonna get my tints done soon. im so happy mikes gonna give me a deal...thanks to sharon..for doing skanky things for it..TOTALLY KIDDING. anyways we got lost in queen FOREVER..no really like more than an hour 1/2. we passed 3 area codes according to the restuarnt signs. and we were on francis lewis for a while...and still lost.. GO FIGURE! anyways. thats all we did..left around 8 and didnt get home till around i dont even kno..after 12 maybe 1? well anyways "he's so cute, i will one day marry him, and we will do lots of baby making, oka not lots of baby making, but do the things people do to make babies ;o)". tah tah!

Fuckin Queens

okay so tonight i went to the movies and saw anger managment..finally. its been out for how long right? it was fun. there was no one around after the movie cept some hot guy from montreal. anywho i have to be up mad early tomrrow to go somewhere with chis. hes taking his car to lavi. i kno im gonna be soooo tired, i should crash at his house afterwards and then make him wash my car. oh..ready for story time kids? once upon a time there was a person who couldnt stay away from this other person, even though this person was truley not a nice person to them..only when they wanted to be were they nice,to have what they wanted, but they stay around just because of the infactuation that they have, no matter who it hurt...including themselves? and for what? the history? yeh right. ill just throw ya away when i feel like it, then when im lonley...youll always be there, s ill just keep doin what i do, casue yer weak! ROCKSTAR!!!!!!!! Im on the fuckin floor laughing at you. HAHAHAHAHA! omg. move on. peeeeeeeace out! allie babwa...feelin it?

Loser

okay so last night i wrote in my journal somthing about wanting to talk about something but i wasnt goin to. Then just a little while ago I talked to sharon, she called me shady for it. go figure. The girl like never writes entries.just posts quizes and pics..im shady? Anyways.. she put me on block cause supossedly i made her mad..riiiight. i didnt do anything. and as much as i love the chick. im not gonna stress over something i didnt do. which is prolly gonna piss her off more. NOT THAT I DONT CARE. BUT ITS NOT WORTH THE DRAMA. anyways for about a month now ive been wanting to get fucked up, why? i have no fuckn idea why..i dont kno. So the other night i drank. THOUGHT it would do it..drinking didnt hit the spot. WHATS WRONG WITH ME? HELP!

I'll Own it Tomorrow

okay so yesterday i didnt do anything till about 4 when i decided to take a shower. Laura had no one to go to the Elliot show with her, I decided to go, never heard of elliot before. So we went off to the downtown. I havent been to a show there, there wasnt any shows held there b4 i left for WA. Anywho It was really weird. Here I am excpecting to see all these bands i didnt kno, cause one, i never heard of Elliot, and Laura had told me that they were a really different band, so i expected all the other bands to be ones ive never heard. So opening band, the prizefighter...I knew them, graduated with rob. then the second band ..tripside. Used to chill with george and make ryan sing dmb in his basement. 3rd and forth band i didnt kno. but 1/2 is cool right!? Saw some people didnt expect to see..JT, Mike C, and Dan B...weiiiird. anyways.. the show was actually pretty fuckin awesome. After that we went to the diner. We departed,i had a lot of fun. chris called and wanted to do something.. it late sunday night, what is there? I just went home. and here i am. werking late tonight. early tomorrow, but at least im off the next day. anyways, tonight wont be exciting mostly likely.. but maybe tuesday night. laterz

What's Ho'ing on?

okay so tonight i went out face all mary kay'd out, rockin pjs. went to charles ave. saw some of the bellmore boiz and laura. chris had gone home early cause hes a buttfuck old man. did the norm. cept tonight we were getting a lot more attention than usual, which is good...every once in a while. sucks that its raining so fuckin much. I need to do laundry tomorrow, and mike is goin to paint my room for me, sweeeeet. finally. i wanna be on the real world. ahhhhhhhhh. i dont wanna write anymore. molestation!! wha wha. ONE.

No Need to Shit Yer Pants

yea so tonight i got off werk at 10pm, came home changed, met sharon at the bethpage house PAPILAND, dropped off my car, picked up chris stopped at charles ave BREIFLY and saw laura, she wasnt werking but suuuure was drunk, went to some chicks house in seaford, got tippsy, okay so i was a little drunk A LITTLE, SHUT UP SHARON U FUCK! sharon dropped chris off, had to pee really bad, stopped at d&d, no one was in the place excpet the guy werking, he asked me if i could pee with the door open, what the fuck is that? weirdo. refused to give him my #, he wants to go out with me allie and sharon..clubbing..riiiiight. and we met5 up with allie where i proceeded to want to pass the fuck out in the back seat but there were too manny homosexuals..well not real ones, but u kno what i mean.. around the car..yes with club hair...which is so out. so out out out out out out. and well yes, i am off tomorrow, and yes i am off the next day..whoop whoop.. i got the weekend. its da freakin weekind baby bout tah have me some fun. my belly hurts. its on fire. oh i love bella. and i love my friends. and i love you. okay so right now im in plainjew at sharons house, why u ask? cause she fuckin takes to long too get ready.. and she tells me i take forever? yeh right mothafucka, shes prancing around her room in her fuggin bathrobe, arent u jealous. anyways, i dunno what the deal is, i kno tonight is beer pong night at charles ave, the boys will be there, and laura is werking, but kathy the owner had some issues last night about underagers..which i have no idea why, i heard she wasnt busted or anything, perhaps she was just on crack or something, who knos, laura shaid she had no idea what was up with her last night, but she was totally on our side about the situation. anyways, i dunno if allie is hanging out or not, she been kida distant lately, yes allie i kno yer gonna read the LJ, what up wit ya chica? everything okay? we miss you! anywho, i found out lliz and athina are alive, thats good i suppose. liz and nicole are goin to cancun in like a week, woo lucky them. JT quit sprout, what the hell is that? maybe he did it cause he wants to go on tour with asob, hmm sprout or asob? hmmmm. okay im gonna stop that right now b4 i get into trouble. but at the moment i dont give a fuck. i just wanna go out already. i have the urge to see a movie, not tonight though..more like tomorrow.i havent gone in sucha longtime. what to do what to do. Sharin excepted a collect call from someone like 50 hours ago and she still on the phone. lordy child, lordy. anyways im gonna go. ONE!

Butt

i just woke up. Came home last night wrote in the livejournal, did some other things. Found out some stuff, wasnt bothered by it though..last night. But here I am now, and the more i think about it the more it bothers me. Though it really shouldnt. well maybe it should, yea..or else i wouldnt have gotten an apology right? its the normal thing to be bothered. but i sooo wanna be that person that doesnt give a crap about anything. Thats the person I live to be one day. In my head its like "it matters. no it doesnt, yea, no." Im highly confused cause i have my reasons to care and my reasons not to. maybe if there was not even the thought in my head that i was only used as a way to forget about their own shit, just maybe i would be okay with it all.ah. what am i doing. I havent had to deal with drama in..omg.. i cant remember!!! why am i gonna start now?? Fuck the drama, and ALL the people who live for it. your mouth is writing checks that yer body cant handle son!

DNR under the penalty of law

okay so i said i would update with details of what i ended up doing last night when i got home at the end of the night..well i didnt get home untill 10:30 this morning. went out to queens hung out with matt, met 2 of his friends, theyre really cool folk. I had fun..... i cant believe im still so awake. came home, couldnt sleep, watched tv and played on the comp all day. took a shower and ate dinner with chris, went back to his house and chilled, watched a movie. I love his mom. and here i am 2am, havent slept in god know how many hours. i havent hung out with aliie and sharon in 2 days. WHOA. next time im off from werk is on sat. i hope something fun is going on fri night. I have yet to get trashed since ive been home. hopefully the opportunity comes. anyways, im gonna go watch some tv and then sleep so PEACE OUT BIATCH!!! ONEEEEE! xoxo

Stupid

ok, i just got home.. i was supossed to be home 1 1/2 hours ago. fuckin bullshit yo. im off tomorrow thats good. Last night was fun, went to a party at tall chris's house, brought sharon. after that I dropped off sharon and chris and i went to charles ave, allie came, then we all went to bagel boss. then i went home cause i had werk. Tonight chris wants me to go to some crazy party. i think i might pass. i dunno this person.. supossed to be crazy. im not feelin it. not today. maybe ill stop by. i dunno. ill update when my nights over. xoxo u fuckin bitch.

90 proof

and so tonight, werked till 8:30pm, went home changed, chris is home. yey. we were gonna hang out but didnt. went to plainjew picked up sharon, ran into allie and lindsey, hung out, flipped out at lindsey about john, i feel bad now, but it was all built up,i upset her. i feel soo bad. i love my sister, but john..fuckin peice of shit scum bag, bum, motherfuckin cocker sucker..peice of shit (again), child lover. dirty..dirty d d dirty. ugh. anyways. supossed to go to a wake tomorrow during the day and then go to tall chris's when darkness falls. my nose has been itchy all day. I should really call jerel.. he prolly thinks i dont care, i havent talked to him in like almost 3 weeks, and i kno its because for the last week i talked to him..i was a total asshole. i feel bad. like seriously. I kno ive hurt him. i was so cold about it all. i dunno. i didnt kno how else to be, i just wanted it to be over, and wasnt thinking about his feelings. i am...i admit it...i am a bitch for how ive been. enough about that. i should really get to sleep...im really excited about my floor next week. and i get to pick up brandons tv. hopefully i get my dell sent to me soon from tx, i have my cable modem staring at me and havent hooked it up cause i want MYYY comp. i hope everything starts coming together damnit. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH yessssssssssssssss! i think one of the dogs is eating my sisters cats!!!!! i hope so. those fuckers shouldnt be downstairs anyways. i swear if i see one of them come downstairs one more time.. im gonna throw my shoes at it. FUCKERS. I hate them all. damn things are gonna kill me one day. BELLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! gotta go. one!

HeHeHe

oooh. okay so tonight after werk i picked up Sharon and we went to Charles ave, all the bellmore boiz cept Brendan were there, i haven't seen them in forever, introduced them to Sharon.. she needed to meet them. had some laughs...mostly with tall chris and oh J J J Jeremy I missed them, didn't realize how much. went to bagel boss at the end of the night. anyways i have werk mad early tomorrow. its 4am i have to be up at 8. So like Monday hopefully goes down. I think Allie died. wheres the fun? too bad..... I KNOW!!!!! okay. gnite. Sharon has a budding crush on my husband...it's okay, I'm not sweatin it, were committed. shes just trying to be a home wrecker. p.s. o-m-g too bad I'm not a slut. I feel life starting to get good.

1-800-921-1049

Dark day. Went to amy's. more bad news. sharon came by. went to 24/7 post office. went to kids house. only remember vinny and ___ bang. finally getting tints. thank you sharon honigman. hoe. came home at 3:30 am. tired. have werk tomorrow. gonna hit up charles ave. hopefully be fun. see bellmore folk. i love bella. i love you. allie didnt chill. she got to drunk last night. hoe #2. i need to drink. no. not need. want. maybe tomorrow. dunno. sharon says ben is fat and ugly. thats funny. maybe not. dunno bout that either. i have werk tomorrow. chris isnt coming home till sunday now. its cool. im tired. i wanna go to the movies. today i missed the idea of having a boyfriend. and then i didnt. ok nite nite.

Make 7 Up Yers

Chris will be home on saturday..he's all done with school, I wonder how things will be now, I've gotten used to him being gone. NO wait that sounded bad.. were still really good friends..used to be together all the time, and it was so hard being so far, but Ive gotten used to it thats all. its cold in here. Tomorrow (well today) I have to go to the cemetery with allie to visit brooke, shes supossed to be 23. Shes been gone for 4 years. Its really hard cause Im older than she was when she died...it just feels so weird, i cant believe it. and it seems like it all happened yesterday, the phone call that morning, the day at the hospital, the emotions..the events that followed. UGH IT FUCKING SUCKS! it fucking sucks.

I Remember

whats good? Today I Went out with matt, went to charles aveA little bit later picked up don't know how to spell his name and back to charles ave allie came..yey. chilled for a little more, Matt's friend and Allie know each other which is cool...they went to the diner and I drove Matt back home. It took me less than 20 mins to get back to plainjew, but by that time they were done with the diner and i met Allie at her house, we went to bagel boss, ran into Craig and talked about *some really funny shit* cough* "jelly donut...gangbang...WHAT??" To bad SHARON has school tomorrow..well today!! Missed some funny talk. boohoo for you! Right now that Christina a song is on where she looks like a big pin cushion for half the video and has a cotton ball on her head the other half. what happened?..don't ask questions. Anyways, its late and I'm gonna try to go to a parade tomorrow, and i have to go to the mall. It wasnt an eventful night at all. but I'm glad i finally saw Matt after who knos who long, we finally for once didn't have conflicting schedules. It was nice to see him again. anyways, i gotta go. xoxo gnite!

We are All Made of Stars

okay, so today I woke up and went to werk to get my check, ran to the bethpage credit union, got my nails done, then SOMETHING ELSE, and then i went to allie's house, then later allie, sharon, amy and I went to the mall and then burger king then walgreens. Then we went back to amy's apartment, looked at some old skewl fuggin pics, i miss those days!!! Amys stayed home and the rest of us went back to plainjew. Rolled..literally took my foot off the gas and put my hazards on and rolled to D&D from a little after Fairway on manetto hill to D&D on old country. Blair called when we got there, so she came out from great neck and chilled. Tonight was fun. I swear we all have welts on our as and hands from slappin twizzlers really hard at each other, stings like a bitch...we did it for like an hour. and then later on in 711 sharon punch me in the stomach for kicking her ass, so i punched her in her boob so hard...I guess i deserved the punch after i threw water all over her in the car...it was pretty funny, water was all over my ceiling and on my back windows..and it was dripping off her face. oh man so many funny things tonight i cant even remember..i dont kno when the last time i laughed so much..i realllllllly needed t laugh like that. I love my cuz and I love my friends. Screw mean people. I'm done with them. Goodbye

Harry Down Syndrome

Steve called me tonight. We need to chill. Theres so many people i havent seen. I called Matt, we need to chill too. I still have to go out to dinner with Alicia. and got Jill's message when I got home, I gotta chill with her. and Jill pennegetti too, she id me and told me she wanted me to come down to the downtown last night and called to see what i was up to.. she had the wrong #! She told me she saw JT there and he told her that himself and I were supposed to be hanging out oon. It would be nice to know about these so called plans that I don't know about..heh. STOP THE BOAT! BELLAS SNORING!!Benji is my friend and sometimes we like to make out. Lauren Mulderick thinks that we got freaky. That my friend is..funny..funny stuff. I'm thirsty and need to go to bed. tahtah. oooooooone!

Pump It Up

Tonight was good. Had Allie and Sharon meet up with me at papiland, dirty cooter went home early. Allie and I tried to do something, but it fell through. I feel pissed off for some reason. I cant put my finger on it, but i think that a couple of people i know are being dumb fuckers. I don't know..fuck em'. I went passed Amy's tonight, she was sleeping. 11pm. LOSER!! I wanna go to city soon. Anyways, I hope tomorrow I am productive. cause i def wasn't today. I need to get my hair done, and my nails..but i have to wait till next week cause me and da momz are gonna go together. I gotta rest my eyes. To everyone I'm annoyed at, I hope they slip in dog poo in front of someone special. ONE!!!!!

Oh My Gawd.

okay so its like really early in the morning or someone who doesnt have werk today. I just got wonderful wake up call!!! Last night Allie and I tried to find a 711 that had a functioning slurpee machine, finally found one all the way in huntington. After that we chilled at Charles Ave, Laura was werking. We played pool for a little bit. Purple's brother James likes to molest my cousin and has this obsession with licking my face like a dog. Laura and I declared that next Sunday is pajama day, so we'll be at charles ave in pj's. oh my gawd im tired. I was thiking last night, I'm like slowly losing friends. and then i was like...i dont care. Tonight I am going out to have hella fun with Allie and Sharon, dont know what the exact plans are, but come on its me, allie, and sharon....and that always spells fun. It looks like today's gonna be nicer than it was yesterday, thank goodnezz. ok..i def need to rest my eyes a little more. toodles.

Cooter for Brains

Watching "While you were out". The lesbo is having the backyard fixed up for her girlfriend.I'm bored. I'm supposed to be going out with Allie and Sharon tonight. I'm kinda tired. I don't know why..I came home at like 5:30am, but i slept until 4pm. I have work early tomorrow..yeey!! Not really. I feel like being crazy tonight. Maybe starting fight. SCORE! Last Allie, Sharon and I went to Charles Ave, played pool it was alright. I gotta go get ready. Laterz